I stopped crying. Finally. It's now been a whole 24 hours since I cried last (I didn't cry continually for all that time, but it was a pretty bad time).

Something clicked as I sat at home yesterday, just wanting a whole new start and a new life. So, I am taking some time, and re-evaluating, and just thinking, but in a different way before. Not thinking in the way that makes me sob, but in a (hopefully) more positive way.

I know a lot of it has to do with me being pregnant, but a lot of it doesn't as well. I feel so alone, and like I have nothing, far too often than is good for someone.

But I will get through this. I have reasons to be happy, I just need to concentrate on them.

And just something that has nothing to do with anything - I've just let a student back into their room and the whole corridor smelt of popcorn. Now I really want popcorn. So that's what I'm going to do.