Fed up

I get drunk and sentimental

Our relationship was just like a sandwich toaster. You know, you just forget you've got one. And it just sits there on the top of the cupboard collecting a layer of greasy fudge. And even if you do see it you just assume it's broken, you think if it's working I'd be using it all the time, but you don't and it just sits there. Then one day, you get an overwhelming desire for toasted sandwiches. And you get it down and it works, and you can't believe it. And then you make every kind of toasted sandwich there is, you have toasted sandwich parties. You make marmite and cheese, chocolate, and pilchards,
banana, and acorns. And then as quickly as the desire comes, it just goes. And then you put the toasted sandwich maker away. And, you know what?
You don't miss it.

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Fed up

by drunkandsentimental @ 2008-01-15 – 20:38:39

Gah, I knew this positive thinking wouldn't last long. I am well and truely fed up. I am achey, and I am tired, and I am super super pissed off.

I love wardening. And I don't think I'm half bad at it. But when someone else does no work, and then takes credit for the work I've done, it just takes the piss.

I don't want to start getting into massive detail, as I am probably just over reacting, but it's another reason I feel I need to leave here. And it makes me cross I feel I have to leave because of her. I just don't think it's fair. In the slightest. I'm so pissed off I am sat here in tears, and that's just stupid, which is making me cry even more.

I am scared to go on maternity leave, because she actually doesn't know what she is doing. I do everything. Because otherwise it doesn't get done. And she just rolls up and takes the credit. It's happened once to often now, and this time has really pushed me over the edge. I just don't want to be here anymore.
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